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Last Entry of 2011

2011-12-31T06:04:00.012+08:00

Currently Listening : A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

Kay I know I haven't been updating this blog even after I announced I'm back, but let's do an entry before we welcome 2012. :)

So, 2011 had been a pretty hectic year for me, especially because the starting half is filled with IT projects of Year 2 Sem 2, which ended up having alot of deadlines to meet.

Also, I had my 6 week internship at Xpressprint, which also marks the "first" time I'm officially working in an office environment. As much as I can remember, I hardly had rest during that period because the 6 weeks kicked in during the holidays. So, I return to school immediately after internship, and, the start of Year 3.

Year 3 is as mad, with more projects and the start of FYP, and the nature of our FYP is an internal IT project. Oh well, IT again. Anyway, right up till this point, school's been pretty well handled, nothing really happening happened during the course of studies.

Now the next part - relationship. For most people around me would've known that I went into a slight depression during the month of September and October, partly because I wasn't handling my relationship well. For readers (well, if there is, that is), the entries around that period would be denoting as well. Fortunately, or maybe, I think things are better now. After all that've happened, I grew out of it and changed my way of handling my schedule.

For friends that I couldn't meet up with or seldom meet up due to my schedule, I'll apologise here. Throughout this year, I would have to change my schedule as and when deemed fit. So most of you would've noticed I always couldn't confirm my appearance, mainly it's because I've to reserve that for relationship or project meetups. Sorry :O!

Another noticeable difference with this year would be, I suddenly have an amazing bunch of classmates. Maybe it's only year 3 we are close together, but it's never too late. Maybe it's always been like this, just that we took 1 whole year to merge together. This bonded class is something I probably would've missed after graduating. (and yes, I'm not looking forward to it)

Now, some changes about myself, including those I picked up after stepping out of my slight depression.

1) I call this touring around singapore. I would go to a random place alone out of my free time, and observe. Sometimes I would find something else to do around that area, such as getting some food or enjoying the scenery, but then, it's a process I would've probably enjoyed - the inner peace. Don't draw a conclusion and call me crazy yet, but honestly, it's something enjoyable when you feel that you need peace.

2) I started composing. Most of the inspirations would actually come from what I've done in 1), and also from my happenings. I didn't have time (or maybe I'm lazy) to go for driving lessons or continuing my singing career, but at least, I'm still actively singing.

3) I started to watch soccer. Nothing much to write about this, everyone knows.

4) I've a distinct alter ego, everybody has alter ego, but whether you know what yours is, that's an entirely different question. And for most people that know but don't know much about it, I'll explain a little. I've a peaceful and slightly noisier side. Nothing much to explain about my peaceful side, it's just the me at before 2011, except now, I enjoy even more peace. Now the slightly noisier side, I would diss people and present myself entirely different as before. And no, don't ask me what side I'm in, because that would totally expose you from being a retarded.

5) Additional note to 4), I prefer to talk to certain people in either.

6) I'm not afraid of what I've said and done, although there's nothing much said nor done on a serious note. I may look interested in certain stuffs but actually I really isn't that interested. I may be friendlier now, keyword, may. You get what I mean. Haha.

7) I can't stand weirdos as much now. If you present yourself as one, be prepared to receive a slightly different treatment.

Enough of self-reflection for 2011, in a nutshell, I'm still the unknown me, just a little more exposed.

So, what am I currently feeling?

The dilemma between 2 realms, the imbalance of what's there and what's left.

Its 6:48am now. Good morning everyone.
Welcome 2012, it's been a good time.

Love

2011-12-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 學不會 - 林俊傑

My path still seemed to be uncertain.
Whether how hard I try, or how much I wished it's like before,
there's a certain factor that doesn't allow that to happen.

How does a person behave so happy when they don't mean it,
and this is why I'm trapped in this shell,
thinking why are things so different now.

SNAIL MAIL

2011-11-21T14:25:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : -

Srsly CSB is such a waste of time, and I'm blogging during lesson right now :D.
Next week's CSB is from 1pm - 6pm, like what the heck lol.

Okay I'm seriously bored.

P.S. and she awards participation mark just by talking errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr >_>

alias

2011-11-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening : 散場的擁抱 - 倪安東

Been very busy with school and such.
Getting alot of new projects that I've got no idea what to do about it.
But I'm glad my path has been led by another candle right now.
I might get burnt, but at least I'm not astrayed.

The confident me is back again. :)

Btw, I'm pretty active updating my music blog (http://www.incidental-mirages.blogspot.com), do visit it if you can. In a way it's a place where I can keep track of some songs instead of bookmarking them (I've loads of youtube videos bookmarked) lol.

New sister blog!

2011-11-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Pop Medley 2011 - Sam Tsui ft. Kurt Schneider

Hai, okay I've created this blog (http://incidental-mirages.blogspot.com) for music purposes. It's also for my school purpose, but mainly I've wanted to make this blog for future anyway, so might as well do it now.

So stay tuned to that blog for some interesting and good music! :P

Of course this blog still stay as my personal updates lah. :O

Collapsed Illusions

2011-11-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Mine Mine - 周杰倫

Today Howard commented on the confidence I've shown during the WTM Tutorial presentation. But I beg to differ, honestly because I'm not confident enough to solve the underlying problems for 2 months already.

I know I'm not like before, because I've lost that sort of confidence due to all these negativity. All I can do now is to replicate the level, although it's not as strong nor the same as before.

I really disliked myself, having to appear confident during presentations and class participations when the inner realm of me have lost it. It naturally comes to me, and for the past 2 months, negativity is all I feel.

I don't enjoy this level of below-par performance. Maybe because my personal expectations are falling short, for everything that went through and are still going.

I'm affected.

Jodi Picoult - House Rules

2011-11-01T02:47:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Just A Dream - Sam Tsui ft. Christina Grimmie

Synopsis:

"HOUSE RULES is about Jacob Hunt, a teenage boy with Asperger’s Syndrome. He’s hopeless at reading social cues or expressing himself well to others, and like many kids with AS, Jacob has a special focus on one subject – in his case, forensic analysis.

He’s always showing up at crime scenes, thanks to the police scanner he keeps in his room, and telling the cops what they need to do…and he’s usually right. But then one day his tutor is found dead, and the police come to question him. All of the hallmark behaviors of Asperger’s – not looking someone in the eye, stimulatory tics and twitches, inappropriate affect – can look a heck of a lot like guilt to law enforcement personnel -- and suddenly, Jacob finds himself accused of murder. HOUSE RULES looks at what it means to be different in our society, how autism affects a family, and how our legal system works well for people who communicate a certain way – but lousy for those who don’t."

-Extracted from http://www.jodipicoult.com/house-rules.html

To you readers out there, catch this book if you can. :)

19th Birthday Celebration (Actual)

2011-11-01T02:26:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Rolling In The Deep - Sam Tsui ft. Tyler Ward

27 October 2011, blog owner's 19th birthday. :p
I can totally remember how I boasted that I'm still 18 to everyone during my last few days of 18-hood.

Okay anyway, it's a thursday, and uhhhhhhhhhhh went school as usual. There's only one lesson which is WSNA, and Mark Johnson wished me happy birthday while I was configuring the Windows thingy practical. :O

Classmates got me 2 shirts from back2basic, and I super love them alot because I wanted to shop there when I saw online about the concept of their products. X)

Anyway, after school, we went to Cathay to have Nihon Mura High-Tea Buffet together as a class, practically just spent my whole afternoon-evening at dhoby ghaut as I'm meeting my clique for dinner. Oh btw, I sucked at the arcade basketball now. Too long never play and I couldn't even break through 2nd stage now. ^_______^ kay.

Anyway, met up with clique at Fish & Co. @ Glasshouse for dinner celebration! I was pretty scared of Fish & Co. because of the way their staffs treat birthday celebrations, it's so attention seeking lah lolol. But nevertheless I think everyone should try it at least once, it's pretty paiseh but fun at the same time.

Okay the first surprise of the day, ♥ came down to celebrate my birthday with me! Apparently she took MC and uh lied to me that she had makeup classes and uh yah. Hehehehehe. Pretty happy that she's here though.

And also the second surprise of the day, I FINALLY GOT TO EAT THE MANGO CAKE AFTER 2/3 YEARS. The previous time I had that mango cake was when Reima and co. celebrated my birthday @ overnight Kbox sessions back in the past. xD. Apparently, ♥ bought the cake as well, and I super enjoy the cake lah. :P

My clique gave me a shirt and a pants from graphite, and amazingly, the pants fit me LOL. Because I don't even know my waist size, and this is why I hated buying pants myself. Hehehehehe.

Also, there's this brownie from Posh with the words "Happy Birthday Jun Jie", so much food for the day! Hahaha. I ate it at home, and I liked it =O.

So after the dinner it's quite late already, so we parted ways and sent ♥ home first before heading home with all the presents :O. My sis got me shirts from Bugis as well. Hehehehe.

So this wraps up my birthday celebration for that day. Thanks to everyone that wished me through facebook twitter and sms. I think I probably spent 3 hours replying all the messages. :D

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Supposingly an emo post is coming after this post, but I guess I'll just forget it for now.

19th Birthday Celebration #1

2011-10-26T20:17:00.007+08:00

Currently Listening : 有沒有 - By2

^__________^ Met ♥ in school on monday after my 5pm lessons, because she came down to school to borrow some books and settle her stuffs! :o

It was an early celebration because she have to work during my birthday >:/ stupid hotel.

Went to Hotel Myramar near my area to have a japanese buffet. There's very little waiters there and hence the service was quite slow :/ but there's this old woman whom clear the plates and pour the green tea, she's like damn good lah lol.

Walked down Singapore River to Clarke Quay afterwards, and then trained home! She's sick so we cannot have yogurtttttttttttt hur.

LALALA.

Vorpal

2011-10-17T23:51:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : -

-edited-

Vomitted yet again. Oh yeah my family are not realizing anything as well.
I honestly feel so much love. Not.

I'm just an abandoned guy,
only needed when needed,
when there's a new social cycle,
off I go,
and never will be important anymore.

To my humble apologies, scissors does look appealing to this 4 weeks of constant treatment.
Constant.

12:00am, happy 14th month girl,
although it's probably the worst October ever.

-Sent from iPhone

沒

2011-10-15T12:48:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 一樣愛著你 - By2

When you're being treated nothing more than a friend, or maybe just a friend with listening ear, the feeling is entirely different.

You look back at the past, and then you look at it now, it feels as if you're just a history.

The torturous feeling every single day,
honestly,
who would be able to take it..

This life,
really sucks.

Perceval, le Conte du Graal

2011-10-15T00:24:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening : 一樣愛著你 - By2

It's an unfinished romance,
just like how it should be completed.

I really don't know how to be angry with you,
when it's quite obvious I'm not.
But then again,
I just don't like the swears.

Did you just call me down because you needed a listening ear..
and nothing else..?

Because, apparently I'm so bothered every single day.
I feel as if I'm just a dispensable cup.
Perceval.

The world changed when you started saying "I need some me time",
because I've never used that before even how tired I am.

Standing in the middle of the road,
no cars,
and it can be so peaceful.

我还是一样的爱着你
不管多少人劝我放弃
有时候我会哼起回忆
这是你可以给我的勇气
我还是一样的爱着你
等待的幸福更不需要怀疑
我知道我可以一直这样爱你

Calamity

2011-10-10T23:01:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 喜歡寂寞 - 蘇打綠

"Life's full of choices" - I've made my choice, I've chosen my option, I've laid down the risks, I've changed my path, I tried my best, but I'm still moving forward.

At least, I've tried.

Facing 2 weeks of countless rejections every single day is what made this relationship tougher and tougher.

Coldness, an element where things began to go astray, and when it's practised, it hits hard.

How long more can I stand on this lone pole with needles around me, I ponder.

She don't seem to remember a single thing about our good memories, our honeymoon period, and that's what hurts me more than the rejections. The cold replies, needless to say, all I can do is to act as if things are fine.

What used to be promises, are just lies that never meant to be fulfilled. Never meant, or never existed in the first place.

This is just so hard to accept.

Undying Questions

2011-10-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 轉身之後 - Bii

I've asked myself, why did I choose to walk through this relationship when things became sour back then?
I've asked myself, why am I starting to show care only now?
I've asked myself, why am I tolerating all the signs where in the past I would easily be provoked?
I've asked myself, am I really tolerating, or I just don't know how to be angry anymore?
I've asked myself, things became so tough after that, why am I choosing to do this unlike my old self?

I've only one answer - Love is blind. I'd rather be blind this time than to regret for life.

I woke up from my neverending egoistic world, but it's never the same anymore.
I kinda enjoyed being the guy you love 13 months ago now, but then things changed so drastically that I don't know whether I'll be able to sustain what I'm doing now.

My mental state is killing me, as though I'm fighting an inner war within myself.

Contrasting emotions, never gonna co-exist.

All I'm depending on now, is our memories.

Pain is all I feel.

Diligence

2011-10-07T20:00:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 最重要的小事 (3DNA Live版) - 五月天

The moments where this sweetness still exists,
but never treasured resulting a bitterness taste.

When I don't speak doesn't mean I don't care,
it just means I care alot that I don't know what to say.
Probably I've been unnoticed ever since that day,
but I've been trying to keep myself on track.

I've forgotten how to be angry, or rather, egoistic.
Blinded the wrong way, awakened the other way,
an existence.

Uncontrollable

2011-10-06T11:37:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Safe - Westlife

It really hurts to feel as though nothing happened..

When she asked, "What's so special about XXXXX? Why do you insist on going there?"
I replied it's okay, but I just can't hide my emotions.
It feels as though it's world apart now, even when I'm trying so hard.

Tears flow again, sigh.

Now I'll reply your question,

"It's the first time we watched fireworks together, and it wasn't a planned one. It's the first time we had a dinner under floodlights with no worries, no troubles.

It's also the time, when I said you are the only star I could see."

Tale of miracles

2011-10-06T10:27:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Safe - Westlife

Went out with ♥ after a short FYP meeting with my group, and we caught Dolphin Tale at cineleisure. It's quite a touching movie though, and pretty much the whole movie setup looks very "family". Well, I really enjoyed the movie at least. :o

Headed down to Mussel Guys at Vivo for our dinner, because we haven't been having mussel guys for a long time due to my dislike against their service, but amazingly their service since to have gotten much better, although there's lesser customers now. Hur.

Walked around Giant for some grocery shopping, before sending her home on this train that never stops stopping. I think we took 1 hour to get home from that train ._. .

I gave her some pegs that I bought back then at Jurong Point, I mean I don't know if she likes it, but I just think it's good. Looool.

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True hopes,
holding on is the lest thing to be done.
Keep confidence,
although things are world apart.

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My appetite's getting worse day by day,
it just seemed like a habit not to eat/eat abit now.

煎熬

2011-10-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Fix You - Coldplay

I love this girl very much, mind my posts but seriously, I really fucking love her alot.

If you'd ask me to prioritize again, I'm really putting relationship first.

A perfect memorandum

2011-10-03T23:23:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 受保護 - 龔芝怡

Memories hit as though they were raindrops,
fallen deep within the broken heart.
The forgiven never treasured,
painstakingly neglecting whats there to protect.

Remembering the days,
waking up from a very harsh wake-up call.
Doing everything possible within mind and soul,
but the wall is too strong to budge.

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To you:

I'll never want to regret over my actions again,
you caught me off guard, but it's a very good warning.
I woke up from my bullshit, but you are already far away from me.

Flashback memories of our good times,
it's so sweet, so memorable.
I'm utterly wrong to abuse the relationship,
but I know that..

I truly love you.

Strangers Tide

2011-10-03T10:23:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening : The Rescue - Tyler Ward

This blog is so emotional now.
Went out last night to have dinner with ♥ at NEX.
Went to get some chocos for her before meeting since it's been a long time since I bought something for her.

Now that the path's still full of obstacles, shards, broken memories,
full of injuries,
as bare as an oasis.

Reliance

2011-10-02T07:13:00.001+08:00

Currently Listening : 每時每刻 - 何維健

Another day passed,
nothing seemed to change,
fatigue is getting rid of me,
it's way too long since I slept.

I mean, a proper sleep.

Simplistic

2011-09-30T16:02:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening : -

The girl that I'll always love.
Although she might not see this, since I didn't really publicly tell anyone it's opened, but I guess it's all fine, this space will be where I fulfill my part by expressing them in words, since somehow the actions are not working.

This major setback is such a cruel wake up call. Working towards it at the best I could is all I can do now, if only I started regretting earlier, things won't be so messy now.

This wall in front of me, certainly, is resisting. 2 hours of sleep per day ain't encouraging either, even if I want to sleep, I started remembering the good times, and then it's all too late to think anymore.

Lowest peak, I certainly can see it not far away from now.

Don't be afraid of the dark

2011-09-30T14:42:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 大火 - 李佳薇

Watched this movie few weeks back with ♥. Kay lah the storyline sucks, and the whole movie is so dark (duh) that I kind of didn't dare to watch it LOL. The little girl acts very well though. Hur.

Btw, I've cleared the contact list on this blog, anybody wants me to add back just sms/tweet/tagboard me. :o

Back at Last

2011-09-30T14:38:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Fiction - B2ST

Finally after 4 months, I'm back to blogging.
Pretty much happened within this 4 months, and probably I realised it's time to keep track of my entries again.
Changed a new blogskin which I really liked, of course it's not created by me. :o

Anyway, enjoy!

Last Resort

2011-05-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 愛有路可退 - FIR

Life's all about choices.
Making the right choice between two subjects, for the utmost benefit of both.
People choose to ignore what's right,
because they think they're right.

Self denial is such a powerful weapon,
especially when the path is just infront of them,
they chose to walk to perilous path,
as ego steps in.

How many people will be affected?
In this facade,
nobody will admit they're wrong -
especially, being competitive.

(Disclaimer: Any events that relate above is purely coincidential, and is not intended for backlashing. Any paranoid personnel that feels that it's related to them, then it is, because guilt will answer you, and not me.)

GLACIOUZXZXZ

2011-04-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening : By My Side - David Choi

ITS GLACIOUS HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE but I didn't have it today hur. >_>

Movie : Rio

2011-04-16T23:01:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Telling The World - Taio Cruz

Synopsis (credits to www.gv.com.sg) -
""Rio" is a 3-D animation feature from the makers of the "Ice Age" films. Set in the magnificent city of Rio de Janeiro and the lush rainforest of Brazil, the comedy-adventure centers on Blu, a rare macaw who thinks he is the last of his kind.

When Blu discovers there's another - and that she's a she - he leaves the comforts of his cage in small town Minnesota and heads to Rio. But it's far from love at first sight between the domesticated and flight-challenged Blu and the fiercely independent, high-flying female, Jewel. Unexpectedly thrown together, they embark on an adventure of a lifetime, where they learn about friendship, love, courage, and being open to life's many wonders.

"Rio" brings together a menagerie of vivid characters, a heart-warming story, colorful backdrops, energizing Latin and contemporary music, and family-friendly song and dance."

Watched it just now as a part of my post-ITP cum holidays movie HAHAHAHHAA. I refused to watch it earlier because I find it lame, as Angry Birds is using this Rio as their sequel game as well. But after which, I decided to watch it with yy, and glad to say it wasn't a waste of money.

Rio is music-filled and it's really very comical. If you like to watch cartoons animation and etc, this movie is very good as they infused love and comical into such an animation, and it was directed very well.

Blu is damn cute. LOL.

Last but not least, remember to listen to the theme song! (the current first song in my playlist, as dated today) :) Also, download Angry Birds : Rio on your Iphone! :D

Movie : Sanctum

2011-04-03T12:27:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Tonight - Big Bang

Directed by James Cameron, director of Titanic and Avatar.

Synopsis (Credits to www.gv.com.sg) -
"The 3-D action-thriller Sanctum, from executive producer James Cameron, follows a team of underwater cave divers on a treacherous expedition to the largest, most beautiful and least accessible cave system on Earth.

When a tropical storm forces them deep into the caverns, they must fight raging water, deadly terrain and creeping panic as they search for an unknown escape route to the sea. Master diver Frank McGuire (Richard Roxburgh) has explored the South Pacific's Esa-ala Caves for months. But when his exit is cut off in a flash flood, Frank's team--including 17-year-old son Josh (Rhys Wakefield) and financier Carl Hurley (Ioan Gruffudd)--are forced to radically alter plans.

With dwindling supplies, the crew must navigate an underwater labyrinth to make it out. Soon, they are confronted with the unavoidable question: Can they survive, or will they be trapped forever?"

Watched it yesterday with yy HEHE. This movie is yet another good movie portraying survival of the fittest. And it also shows how people turned ugly when all of them are facing death. Shan't spoiler so much, but this movie is also quite gore as The Man From Nowhere, but it's just NC16, so don't take my words into so much seriousness (I meant gore for both movies, as in with comparison as a NC16 show, not R21). Anyway, this movie also shows how cave diving can be screwed up, but it can be quite dull if you're expecting to see some underwater sceneries (no, there isn't any). This movie is quite perfectly carried out okay, cut the crap now. I wouldn't recommend to watch it a second time, unless you're a fan of James Cameron, or you just love the emotions in it so much. Watching it once is enough, xD.

Movie : The Man From Nowhere

2011-04-03T12:01:00.006+08:00

Currently Listening : To Zanarkand - Sherry Kim ft. Kyle Landry

Synopsis (Credits to http://www.cathaycineplexes.com.sg) -
"Tae-shik is an ex-special agent whose tragic past has made him distance himself from the world. He now lives in solitude and runs a small pawnshop. The only people he now sees are the few pawnshop customers and So-mi, the young girl who lives next door. So-mi has also been neglected by the world and as she and Tae-shik begin to spend more time together, the two gradually open themselves to one another and become friends. Then one day, So-mi suddenly disappears. So-mi’s mother becomes involved in a major crime and they both get kidnapped."
Awesome Korean movie btw.

Yeah and that means, this movie is only in Cathay. This movie is NC16 basically because of its gore and... possible 1 scene of dead nudity as well. Watched it with yy well, since that day we were damn random and just wanted to catch a movie after my father's birthday xD. Anyway, the storyline and actions are really good, because they have good actors HAHAHAHA. Honestly, I haven't been catching such movies because there isn't lately, or wasn't as good, but this is exceptionally well scripted with the actions. The mood is there as well. How much would people actually go all-out for a stranger, or a neighbour? xD

HIATUS

2011-04-02T12:44:00.001+08:00

Currently Listening : To Zanarkand - Sherry Kim ft. Kyle Landry

Sorry, damn busy. Will rarely blog till school reopens.

Translucent Contractor

2011-02-26T01:14:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Tonight - Big Bang

Second day ever since I felt disappointed when I'm being left alone. Looks like this feeling gonna take a few days to forget it.

Wrote alot yesterday about what have been happening for the month of February, but decided not to post it up for now. My soft side once again stepped in.

There's a reason why I posted this picture up - for what I think, probably one of the few things I couldn't put down.

VALENTINES DAYYYYYYY

2011-02-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 壞了 - 張芸京 , 重播 - 張傑

Okay random. So yeah, went for a Valentines Day date with ♥. At first, I was reluctant to go Bugissss because she claimed that she bought something online, and the buyer want to meet at Bugis, but we have to wait. So i was like, siannnnnnn. But anyway, we got a couple tee HURHURHUR that doesn't look very loud so ok. LOL.

Went to Cathay and got our tickets for Black Swan, before heading to Popeyes and slack there for a while. We did the Popeyes Survey online, and I swear the survey is damn irritating lol. Do it and you'll know.

Had lunch buffet at nihon mura :o. Nothing much to blog about this, except for the fact that I drank 4 cups of ice lemon tea. Kay Kay i know it's alot, but aiya.

Watched Black Swan. The movie is M18, and, it's seriously M18, and very disturbing. But the storyline is good, and the actress portrays the character needed to be both white and black swan very well. One of the most disturbing M18 show but yet contains alot of literacy devices. The book might just be a novel text used for secondary school literature, who knows.

Camwhored at Dhoby Green, before heading to NEX and have our Glacious Yogurt HEHEHEHEHE xD.

♥

Angry Birds!

2011-02-15T00:47:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening : 我飛故我在 - 林俊傑 & 張靚穎

Hehe, was supposingly to study at home for WSD, but we ended up slacking and dating the whole day. Oh well. The paper was fun, that's all. :D Valentine's Day post sooooon.

Glacious Yogurt

2011-02-12T01:06:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 簡訊 - 張芸京

Probably mentioned this eras ago, but didn't have to chance to share to everyone :o. Anyway, most probably the only place I would go for Yogurt (and I mean it), which is Glacious @ NEX lol. Went there quite a few times with ♥, just because I only liked the Yogurt there HAHAHA.

They come in Original , Mango , Blueberry and Honeydew. Not sure if Honeydew permanently replaced Strawberry, but we had honeydew today lol. It's 30cents per 10grams, so yah, 1 cup is approximately 6-9 bucks depending how much you scoop. I highly recommend the mango and original one though, because they rocked srsly LOL. The yogurt taste isn't that strong which I felt it's more healthy. :o

There's quite a few yogurt shops in NEX hor, but I recommend this B2 one. It's beside the whole Breadtalk branch of retails there. It's good really. LOL.

Shall blog about Drink Tea when I have time. LOL.

Translucent Scope of Horizon

2011-02-05T00:42:00.001+08:00

Currently Listening : -

Don't lie to me,
don't break my trust,
ever.

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LELEWO GOT EXTENDED BY 1 HOUR HEHEHEHE -kiddy side-

CNY EVEEEEEEEEEE

2011-02-02T19:01:00.001+08:00

Currently Listening - Breakeven - The Script

BOOOOO! CNY EVE, PROJECT TIME HAHAHA.

U U U U U~

2011-01-30T14:07:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : -

ITS RAINING AND ITS RAINING ~ and I feel totally :@ .
Locking my blog soon, for revamping purposes.

A gu gu.

2011-01-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening : 愛的雙重魔力 - By2

I ought to change my blogskin and profile soon. LOL.

Lost and Found finally

2011-01-13T00:19:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening : We'll Be A Dream (Feat. Demi Lovato) - We The Kings

Went out with sweetheart last sunday, in a bid to escape from projects. :D Went to have MFM at Marina Square. I think it's quite obvious that I've told almost everyone that I'm unsatisfied with the new menu of MFM, because they removed Ice Milo, Manhatten Flaming Prawns and a whole lot of awesome food. >_>. But okay whatever, the new entries are good anyway.

But, not awesome. LOL.

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I dyed my hair back to about 95% black and probably 5% brown, because apparently I want it back to black. (ITP is coming anyway). :D

Shopped around with her at Marina Square and Raffles City ._. . Can't stand girls really, can window shop until so powerful. I bought a new havianas though HAHAHAH, but I haven't wear it. xD

Walked to Bras Basah to shop for her Portfolio stuff and had Koi afterwards. Decided to get chickenzx from Wo Ai Taimei since I'm having a craving :D.

And now.. this is the best part. In a bid to walk back to Dhoby Green (which we did so alot of times back in the past), we... actually got lost HAHAHAHA. I went a new way from Laselle and ended up walking a long way through the back path of Pomo xD. Oh well.

Camwhored at Dhoby Green before heading home. Hehehhee. <3

Chapter : Usage

2011-01-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Everytime You Kissed Me - Emily Bindiger

Sometimes I don't really see why people can actually be in a relationship that doesn't bring them more happiness than quarrels lol. 1 party will definitely love the other one more than the other to make that happen, but is it really happiness?

Don't mind me, but it's midnight again, where my other side will appear beginning pondering about life hur.

In a seemingly tough relationship, what's the factor that kept each other holding onto one another? Is one party just trying to use the other to satisfy whatever needs he/she wants? Or just some one couldn't bare to put down the relationship? Or sexual needs?

No one can tell whether a relationship is tough or not, unless they are the ones in it.

Disclaimer 1 : No, I'm having a perfectly fine relationship, so I'm not ranting or speaking about my own one. Not that I'd want to even if there is. Read the second line. Yeah.

Okay continuing, I'd love to listen to some stories of how tough relationship ended breaking up, because that would answer my questions. Why be together when you know it's impossible?

I'm not playing business opportunities or motivation quotes here, where you change "impossible" to "Im possible" or whatsoever. Some might say, maybe there's a twist or another try. Please leh, if you're so opportunistic you would've realise that opportunities and chances don't come easily, and they aren't applicable to probably 80% of the time when you think you want to.

Unless you see undying sparks, else reviving the torch can tear you down totally.

So whomever that want to enlighten me how a tough relationship can blossom into fireworks, my next question to you will be: Is it really what you're thinking? :O.

-Snores-

2011-01-10T09:30:00.001+08:00

Currently Listening : -

Currently blogging in PNMM class while waiting for Howard to reach class lol. And lets see... his class is supposingly 8am, but he postponed it to 9am, but now is 9:30am and he isn't here yet HAHAHAHA. Oh well.

Blog again later, project again -.-.

UPDATE LEH.

2011-01-10T01:29:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 你是我的眼 - 白潮洛蒙

SOON LA SOON OK. LOL.

End of 2010, Start of 2011

2010-12-31T03:21:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 散場的擁抱 - 倪安東 , The Blomer's Daughter [Bonus Track] - 倪安東

So now, the last day of 2010, reflection time!

- Become slackier by the minute, everybody can tell it anyway.
- As usual, can't be bothered with things I shouldn't bother changing.
- Got into a relationship, a pretty colourful one as well. :)
- Ended my lessons at Lee Wei Song School of Music and Hark Music, as I've finished the course and partially terminated my course lessons from Hark Music due to boredom.
- Turned 18, legal age.
- Made alot of friends as and when time passed.
- Stepped up to be EXCO of Student Entrepreneurs.
- Became busy with club activities, but it's not one-of-a-kind experience because I've a vast knowledge on management since the age of 13.
- Become more approachable. (I KNOW MOST PPL AGREE WITH THIS ESPECIALLY AFTER I MET YY!) Excuses okay, I've always been approachable. Just that you all don't want only.
- Turned slightly ah beng but I'm not okay. I'm still cute and adorable.
- Smiled alot more.
- Stepped out of Singapore without my parents for the first time.
- Lost a friend along the way due to miscommunication and misunderstanding, but I certainly hope the day will come when we can both sit down and peacefully talk it out. I'm pretty glad I didn't lose the rest of them. lol.
- Became much busier.
- Still not much improvements from my family trying to break down my wall.
- Learnt to cherish the days I've left.

Oh yeah, about my last point, everyone that's studying the same stage as I do, should bare in mind that we're heading towards nearly the end of studying life, there's only like 1 year and 3 months left? ._. . Yes, I'm not considering uni life as a studying life, because obviously uni is the mugging life and not our cut some slack life. So to friends out there whom are still focusing too much on whatever that's achievable even after our studying life, I would advise you to change your sight now. Do something that only we can do it now, and not in the future.

Enjoy life at its maximum xD.

2011 resolution!

-Don't tell you all yet-

RANDOMZXZXZXZZXZXZ

2010-12-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 纏鬥 - 倪安東

You know I got a feeling this blog is turning more and more into yy's blog, basically because I'm always not taking pictures of myself whenever we go out :o so yah, turn out become like this. (or rather, our pictures is in her camera boo).

Anyway, watched 2 movies recently, Let Me In and Hello Stranger.

Let Me In is... err okay it's quite bloodish because of the vampire-schoolboy storyline, but nevertheless the movie is not bad lah, considering it will be compared with Twilight :O (although twilight still win hands down =x).

Hello Stranger is good I swear lol. South Korea is such a lovely place to film movies LOL. Anyway those whom haven't catch this should go, it's about this thai strangers that went on a tour and met each other in South Korea, and they began to fall in love with each other. -ending removed- HURHUR.

And... baibai snatching headlines >:/

2010-12-24T02:12:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Innocent - Taylor Swift

...And he decides to pay a visit to my blog. Yeah hello to my white carebear named baibai. But oh well, he'll turn black soon. He has a twin though, in yy's house :P.

Holidays, Best deal upside down

2010-12-23T02:17:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 長大 - 張傑

Hokay so I'm lazy to blog because I've got nothing to blog (except for a truckload of you know jj and yy, so that's why I can't be bothered to blog).

Oh yeah, got Tiff's birthday haven't blog yet, oh well, should do it together after tomorrow's club BBQ :D.

Anyway a side update, I haven't been staying at home a SINGLE day since holiday started, know why?

Answer : I won't have holidays anymore till next year june thanks to ITP >_> .

So what fruitful things I've been doing this holidays? Nothing fruitful though, except for the fact that I'm singing more than usual, AND I'M ACTUALLY LEARNING HOW TO SWIMZ. Oh , I know how to swim already btw, :D, just that, I can't breathe. -_-. You'll get what I mean if you asked yy lol. I can literally swim, but I can't breathe when I'm trying to go back to open air to grab a breath. So.. yah. She's my swimming instructor, a rather kan chiong one though. HAHAHAHA.

Kayz, readers have a merry christmas ahead, jayjay is off to fly his jetplane! With my baibai :D. (He's a carebear, yeah, a white one.)

Zoukout makes Pokka 500ml $4 each!

2010-12-12T14:27:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening : 愛上你 - By2 , 不夠成熟 - By2

More pics on fb!

Went to Sentosa with ♥ yesterday. MSTs are over and it's time for us to relax! But yah lah, abit random of us to decide to go to Sentosa as a start of holidays LOL. Anyway, pictures above... yeah somebody cut bangs. -cough-

Headed to Imbiah Station first to check out the different christmas activities there :o. Before that, I was telling her that Zoukout is apparently happening here as well, she was like "No, I saw at the MRT is 31 Dec!" and I was like .___. Siloso beach party is not = to Zoukout! and she was like "oh really?" :O . ~~After her haircut she apparently became more kiddish HAHAHAHA.~~

Anyway, started out with this lollipop fun or something, where we had to design our own pegs to be placed on christmas wreaths. Annnnnnnnnd, as mentioned above -cough- , some kid decided to try it because it looks fun. Okay lah, not that I mind also oh well. xD

Pictures above, gingerbread man was what she did, and you can figure out what did I do. lalalala :D. Spent like 30 mins there or so, and we left our pegs on the wreath instead of bringing it home heh.

Headed up to Imbiah lookout to check out other stuffs, and I purified the toilet there before leaving Imbiah station :D. No choice, really bad tummy yesterday :o.

Headed off to Waterfront Station afterwards and walked around RWS. :o I shan't elaborate here since the pictures above says it all. Walkathon!

Anyway, we got lost around RWS when we wanted to find the station to go to Beach Station :o. So many ppl sightseeing :/ . Bleh.

Headed to Beach Station, and it's getting late, which means more and more ppl are heading to Zoukout :o. Wanted to get a drink at 7-11... and guess what? 1 for $4 and 2 for $8. cool right :D. A damn pokka ice lemon tea cost more than a tiger beer. >_> Yeah thanks Zoukout.

Left Sentosa after that because it's getting late and very crowded lol. Had our dinner at Marche, and I had this Swiss Rosti or something. One of the rare times I actually tried something new. But aiya, it's potato anyway. ~_~

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Malfunction against dismay

2010-12-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Back to December - Taylor Swift

Twitter removed from my blog.
Those whom follow me should know why by now.

Tried so hard,
it just gets more disappointed.

2010-11-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening : -

Ah lian above, can ignore her.

YO WHATS UP MORTAL! :D
K lah not funny, MSTs coming. I got nothing to blog recently. Hur.

Randomzxzxzxz

2010-11-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Enchanted - Taylor Swift

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go.
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home.
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you.

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Above.
Song of the fairytale created started on 18s. :O <-- Kay i know this is one of the worst lines I've ever written, but still, says it all.

Ogay, so I'm gonna be updating a random bit about my life. I think.
Apparently, it's week 6 alr, and I know nothing about what I've been studying till now, not even ECONS nor FMA. So, I'm pretty screwed.

You know you gotta rant sometimes when the outer pressure is stepping into your life. Part and parcel of life, nobody's perfect. If the journey hasn't end, do not be complacent about it. Doing it right for once, twice, thrice, doesn't mean you will do it right all the time. :O!

Anyway, I think I really rock in controlling flexibility. I can be uber slack and uber hardworking LOL. But still, I don't really like to adapt to the surroundings when it isn't beneficial. But oh well, I chose to do it anyway.

Life's bitch, just like me. :D

Harry Potter 7 Part 1 :o

2010-11-19T10:18:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : -

Watched Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows Part 1 for 3rd month yesterday :o. The movie is not bad lah, very little actions but it's entirely focused on Harry, Ron and Hermione :o But then, alot of characters that you know will die LOL. Apparently. Gah.

But it's really a good movie to prepare you for Part 2 lol. :>

S.Vettel , 2010 F1 Champion

2010-11-15T00:20:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening : 看得最遠的地方 - 常佳寧

Congratulations to Sebastian Vettel for winning the 2010 F1 Driver's Championship :o. Tough luck for F. Alonso, but oh well, this is F1, can't really predict your last race even when you're leading :s . Anyway, taste what Massa had on 2008. LOL.

Pretty much looking forward to 2011 season now, Forza Felipe Massa. :D

When water droplets weigh truckloads

2010-11-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening : Enchanted - Taylor Swift

When mountain dews gather onto pieces of leaves,
they gave way and fell onto the puddle of water droplets.
Gravity plays a part in every single thing,
every single life.

When we walk upwards,
we defy gravity.
When we go astray,
we defy law.

Law is not invincible,
hence we chose to go against it.
People are such weaklings,
going against it and not willing to face it.

They chose to play the game,
and leave them dangling there.
Why aren't law punishable,
even at tho's will.

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I'd actually prefer people to know the consequences of committing a taboo before doing it, and be responsible for it. I'd hope law is invincible, where even the slightest thing can be punishable. Where's one will, when it's way is destroyed. The way to deal irresponsibility, is to walk against it.

I don't speak, doesn't mean I don't care.
It just simpily means I can't be bothered to debate over an issue where the latter has put up a foolish defensive wall for bull-knows-what reason.

I ♥ dinosaurs

2010-11-12T01:25:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift

Thursday(11/11):

Supposingly, I'm suppose to go to school at 8am because ♥ has a presentation at 8:30am :o and being a typical me, I decided to accompany her, and I made her late HAHAHAHAHA. (not exactly late, but well, nearly :D) But oh well, my father seemed to love her, every morning when he's free to fetch me to school also ask me whether need to fetch her lol.

Anyway, slacked at Hilltop with yande until FMA lecture. Slept throughout the lecture as usual, and slept partially for ECONs lecture as well. Can't blame me for sleeping though, it's a usual routine.

Had muslim food for break :o, took ♥'s formal wear and my laptop to lessen her load, and my bag become a big rock instead hehehe. Oh well.

WSD is getting tougher and tougher though, I think at some point of time I wouldn't be able to stay on track alr. :O PNMM, oh well, Howard's the man. Nothing much can be blogged about his lesson LOL. I just love howard's lesson so much.

Anywayyyyyyy, met ♥ after school for our sashimi buffet after the great perfect me procrastinated for... weeks? Ya lah finally lah okay. LOL. Went to Ishi Mura's Mumilo Mimilo Mumulo Mimiro or whatever Mi-blahblah @ L3/4.

The buffet is good though, there's just so much stuffs to choose from, but it's pricey though. Well, to us it's worth it lah, like finally good food :o.

Headed to slack awhile at Dhoby Green before heading home :o. Peektures!

We are gluttons

2010-11-12T01:20:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening : Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift

LIFE UPDATE IS BACK! But I'm gonna start blogging about it only when I feel like it, and older posts after this when I feel like it as well :P

Had Gluttons Bay for dinner last Saturday with ♥. As usual, THE OILY FOOD :D. Had dessert at Haagen Daz in Esplanader afterwards, because the lazy me can't be bothered to walk somewhere far for Ben and Jerry's , and besides the clouds are being paranoid, for raining and stopping and raining and vice versa. So yah.

Basically you know I've nothing much to blog about that day, except for the fact that ♥ kept chanting about her projects. :O Felt so like last time. hahahaha :D.

Solicity Utterly Classified Knowledge (Extract)

2010-11-08T23:16:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Trip - Hedley

Probably one of the biggest reason why I'm seeing this world in another perspective is because I never believed the word "Trust" exists.

I don't even know your name girl!

2010-11-05T00:45:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 蒲公英的約定 - 周杰倫

School's a bitch. The end. LOL.

I've NEVER FAILED to sleep in every single lectures till now. Oh well. Gonna meet my beloved clique tomorrow hehehehe. Finaleh!

By the way, I haven't blog about my birthday yet. But aiya soon lah, I lost pretty much of my personal life blogging bug due to fatigue and etc. I prefer writting weird posts nowadays LOL.

Anyway, thanks couplez clique for the NUM shirt! My first and only pink shirt HAHAHA <3. Also, thanks sweetheart for the new wallet! :D :D :D.

msn DP as cool as my air con

2010-11-03T23:51:00.001+08:00

Currently Listening : Sen No Yoru Wo Koete - Aqua Timez

My little kiddo has nice eyes srsly.
okay random. HAHAHA.

A better remote control lasts with energizer

2010-10-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 掉了 - 張惠妹

The word "emo" is overrated and has been used at a disgusting rate, for no apparent logical reason.

I'm generally amused by the different population around the world which can control emotions, and can't control emotions. Sometimes, emotions do get over everything, but we can't live without one. What a sad truth.

Part and parcel of life revolves around withstanding emotions, while some deny it when they fear of being exposed. People that could withstand emotions are easily on an advantage over many life experiences, including manipulation. This is because they can control emotions so well, that everything become their control. However, these people whom normally can withstand emotion, are not ones whom you think they could do it.

Apparently, when a person that doesn't display emotions are simply plain boredom. They're just hiding, waiting for something or someone to break through the initial barrier.

Don't let emotions control you, instead, control them at your free will. Everything will be fine when you put every single thing down, letting go your emotions using the best way for you to "shout it out". Most people takes the easier but longer way out, and that is, denying emotions.

Face it, everything will be fine. It's short, and doesn't haunt you as long as you part with it. Emotions are silent killer. If you choose emotions over the real situation, you're out to be controlled, especially when what/whom you are facing is someone/something that could control emotions/do without emotions.

Simply saying, put away your good memories along with the bad ones in the shortest span of time, don't let emotions take control. As long as you're hugging onto it, what's your good memories will just haunt you forever, controlling what's suppose to come to you, and what you're suppose to do.

._.

2010-10-26T01:48:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 掉了 - 張惠妹

I don't want my birthday to come T_T.

You know why?

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...

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That girl above just refuses to go out with me because apparently she's hiding some things under her sleeves >:( .

Random #928

2010-10-24T02:51:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Something 'Bout Love - David Archuleta

I want a dog :O okay this is random, but I know I can't have it LOL. Reason being I think my family would find it a chore to bring up a dog, and with their forever busy schedule, nobody would take care of the dog. Also, I don't think even myself would be free enough to adopt a dog, although I really want a dog to accompany me when there's nobody at home, but I know with our inflexible schedule, the dog would prolly be more lonely than me lolol. ._.

Talking about responsibility, I wouldn't want to cause the death of a dog just because I want it to accompany me when I'm alone at home. :O -feels reponsible- HAHAHA.

Distraught

2010-10-24T02:00:00.006+08:00

Currently Listening : 你是爱我的 - 张惠妹

I was thinking sometimes am I emotionally attached to things around me such that even right now I'm staring at a green apple, and I can write a whole chunk of words o_o.

It takes one experience to write a truth, and a recount to amplify it. Know who you are dealing with, before doing what you think wouldn't be able to find out. In every situations, the more you want to hide it from your opponent, the more your opponent will know. Know thyself, know thy enemy, and every war you fight shall be your victory.

Sometimes, the problem doesn't lie with others, but with yourself. If nearly everyone else is able to have no difficulties doing it, why do you? Simply speaking, a person displays different personality to different people, depending on who and whom. Trust me, every single person has more than 1 personality. And when a person knows how to control different personalities, he/she's one that shouldn't be mess with. :O

Look how a green apple caused me to think so much T_T.

Peacemakers (Extract)

2010-10-23T03:09:00.001+08:00

Currently Listening : Echoes - Universe

Btw, guys that break up with girls just because they felt like staying single(keyword: felt like staying single, how else can a reason be worse than that) should go and die seriously lol, especially when the girl loves you alot. If you're gonna say girls do that too, I would say it's girls man, you never know what they want. I'm not a girl either, so I wouldn't say anything about it. But as a guy, walao eh think of a better reason leh. -.-.

-Extract from coincidence-mirages.blogspot.com Post #925, which can't be found since I didn't post it at all.

2nd ♥

2010-10-19T00:51:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : LOVE - 씨엔블루(CNBLUE)

First day of school is tiring man. We volunteered for this Anti-Smoking Campaign held at SP entrances, and seriously we inhaled so much 2nd hand smoke such that we were so pissed off after volunteering LOL. But well, CCA Points + $10 KFC Voucher is good enough for an hour volunteer work. Lessons today were okay, FMA is boring, Martin looks like another Howard, and Howard is late as usualzxzz (well, if he's early, then that's something to look forward to hehehe). Nevertheless, I still like our lecturers (Howard and Martin) for the first day. (Monday blues are gonna be cured).

Watched "Life as We Know It" with sweetheart for our second. The movie is not bad though, minus the fact that I slept in the first 10-15 minutes because I'm really tired from the first day of school + the advertisement before it hynotised me. But on the overall, the movie is good, the baby is cute LOL. Seriously, baby that poops and leave the adults in a mess really adores me HAHAHAHAHA.

Slacked around sky garden before heading back home. I was so tired that I missed my stop when I was heading back home :O.

♥ :) .

Pulau Ubin

2010-10-19T00:37:00.006+08:00

Currently Listening : 拋物線 - 蔡健雅

Special thanks to Min Yee's Camera :D

Okay, so last thursday (14 Oct), went to Pulau Ubin with my clique and sweetheart :o (okeh actually you can just change it to triple date.) And as usualzx, I'm late :D. Sweetheart and I arrived at like what 11:20am? when we're suppose to reach at 11 :O. Kay whatever kay, the boat also waiting for us anyway HAHAHAHAHA.

Reached Pulau Ubin, and we had a quick lunch at this seafood restaurant. The food is... edible but not fantastic at all ._. , can't blame anyone anyway, since it's Pulau Ubin.

Started our cycling trip (which lasted for around 5 hours). And seriously, Pulau Ubin is not for people whom hate mosquito bites and upslopes LOL. SERIOUSLY, we're like cycling upwards all the time -.-. My asthma triggered halfway though. HAHAHAHAHA. Kay lah cannot blame also, the haze period is here :O. We visited this swamp/eco-ish place which we slacked there for quite some time, since there's nice scenery there and Tiong Lin's flip flops broke =x. He ended up DIY-ing a plastic bag flip flops to survive him all the way to Singapore HAHAHAHA.

Pulau Ubin can be quite a nice place to chill out though, except the mosquito bites, food and uphills. The atmosphere there is at least more peaceful than Singapore. Everything there is slow and calm, I like xD.

Headed back to SG at around 5+ . Had an early dinner at Changi Market + Food Centre I think :O. Bought quite an amount of food because we're all hungry hohoho.

Bused back to Serangoon with sweetheart (: . The journey is around 1hr+- lor. Not bad lah, considering MRT is about there also. Hehehe. We didn't slack around at Serangoon though, since both of us were damn tired from the trip. :O

Pulau Ubin!

World's Best Lunch

2010-10-15T01:35:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 極限 - 徐佳瑩

As the title says. :D

Met sweetheart on wednesday for a short while after her swim, and she prepared lunch for me! :D. She cooked aglio e olio straight after her swim leh, jealous right! Okay okay I suddenly feel hungry LOL. Anyway yeah, we slacked around vivo as usualzxz before heading home.

JJ L YY. :p

(Ubin post coming up soon) -I hope-

Absolute versus Denial

2010-10-11T05:18:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Iridescent - Linkin Park

No, it's not from my house.

Have you ever wondered why looking through a camera and taking a photo of the sun does not hurt your eyes compared to looking at it directly?

If there's a reasoning for a comparion of non-living and living things, a camera simpily just had absolute control over what supposingly may be harmful for us.

And now the question, what happens when we have absolute control? Scientifically that's impossible. But science was created from what was once impossible anyway. Ah well.

Anyway, self-denial is what initially this post is all about after reading it. If you really did felt it, then you know what I meant.

The Perfect Story

2010-10-10T05:32:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening : My Kind of Perfect - David Archuleta

Pre-ordered The Perfect Story by Low Kay Hwa (8th Book) few days ago :) Gonna receive it in the next few days! They sent me the first 63 pages of the book via email as well. Oh well, gonna be looking forward to this book LOL.

And as for the latter... it's a lame movie that's all. -.- I'm stucked in the box for the whole 90 minutes.

@_@ T_T

2010-10-09T04:32:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : My Kind Of Perfect - David Archuleta

I realised this blog is getting dead because I don't have much to update this holidays :o . But oh well, the photo above says alot. HAHA.

Ok whatever, I'm gonna rant about the new timetable and the new joint group thingy. But after thinking for a bit, I shall not rant, since it doesn't change anything anyway LOL.

I swear I'm gonna hate writting reports, proposals, suggestions, replies and probably my forever dreaded codings on forums, after realising part of my holidays revolves around it -.-. Aiya whatever lol.

School's gonna reopen soon! :o I want to watch piranha but it's R21 and sweetheart tell me it's disgusting because she watched the first 10 mins online >_>. Bleh. Anyone want to watch My Darling is a Foreigner HAHAHAHAHA. I think it's offscreen anyway alr. >_<.

edit: OMG I'M WATCHING HOLLAND V NOW AND IT'S DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

mussels!

2010-10-07T05:55:00.003+08:00

Currently listening : Something 'Bout Love - David Archuleta

I'm suddenly having a deep obsession with mussels this holidays LOL. btw, the mussels restaurant at vivo is nice and worth it btw, went there on 2 different occasions and felt it was really worth it, the promotions are good as well. chilling lovers should try the spicy mussels (500g) at 21.90 nett :o you might get a little surprise offer from their promotion :D

kk I shall go off now hohoho. schs gonna reopen soon D:

Charlie!

2010-10-02T02:36:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 無助 - 石康鈞

Went to watch Charlie St. Cloud with sweetheart. The movie is.. err boring >_> . Pretty much it's not very interesting if you are expecting the story to be romantic or whatever sort. Its all revolving around Zac Efron and his ghost sight LOL. And err, not much purpose also :/ . I wouldn't recommend it actually, unless you're a Zac Efron fan. lol.

Busy Busy!

2010-09-29T02:41:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : U & I - Aki Toyosaki

So busy ever since exams finished lol.
Busy with this, busy with that, but still I enjoy my 12 hour sleeps HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, I got nothing to blog actually. :D

ily sweetheart. (:

Spare tyre

2010-09-15T06:00:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 懼高症 - 徐佳瑩

You know why a car owner must always prepare a spare tyre? Because they know their car can't make it to perfection.

You know why a car tyre will burst? Because they hate their owner.

And you know why they can't live without a spare tyre? Because they are a lifesaver.

And you know why a spare tyre can last longer than the original tyre? Because they are made of durable rubber and when they get replaced, they want it badly.

For those that can read between the lines, good for you.

Twilight sunshine moonlight

2010-09-07T02:07:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 無助 - 石康鈞

Uber short hair again :D with a super cute sideburn, i swear. LOL. But, I'm not zilian k, so no pictures :p.

Headed to HMV recently to get stuffs as usual. However :/ David Archuleta and 徐佳瑩's new album haven't release at HMV yet ._. and I think Taeyang's International Album sold out or something -.- but on the side note, 石康鈞's album is FINALLY back in HMV, after like.. months. Guess HMV do import new stocks, but do not bring in old stocks that efficiently :/ Spent like $172 on CDs and soundtracks that day LOL.

Btw, you know I had this seafood yakisoba at city square mall, and srsly it reminds me of Cineleisure's Kobayashi yakisoba LOL. :p yum yum. And and, I had this 50% coffee at the basement, and it totally tasted like no sugar .____. ku si ren. >_>

Oh well. Shall sign off nao. Getting more shirts from NUM after exams :p saw a few designs that are cranky and not bad. Exams! FINALLY ITS COMING YAY -.-. Like seriously, end fast.

LAZY LAH OKAY LOL

2010-09-03T03:12:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Love Song (English Version) - 비 (Rain)

As the title says, I don't know what to blog now since I'm basically sleeping everyday LOL. Anyway, I think I'm so screwed for semestrial exams LOL. Anyway, calendar of events for now:

8 Sept - STATS paper
13 Sept - ECONS paper
16 Sept - BACC paper + johor trip
18 Sept - abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
19-20/21 Sept - Down for CIP

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Collusion

2010-08-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 壞了 - 張芸京

壞了.

Drained

2010-08-23T01:20:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 거짓말 (hitchhiker remix) - Big Bang

Tired of everything.

O lvls English Oral this coming thursday.
My mother is getting more and more paranoid day by day because I've been out every single day till late night.
Busy schedule.
I'm turning very tired about things around me.
Study Mood is not back from vacation yet.
Split headaches are back.

Everything is falling infront of me.
Am I really up for it? Sometimes I feel that I can turn into a really bad guy just for the sake of not wasting a person's time. I don't want to be controlled, and I want my silence whenever needed. I really don't know why things are crashing on me.

I'm pressurized.

Twins

2010-08-20T03:34:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 只愛你 - 張芸京

Say hi to Denzel and Donut. :D

They're my dogs. Yeah. Don't be so shocked leh.

I haven't say finish, don't have to go WTF! or SERIOUS? or O_O? or a sudden adrenaline rush. I bet you just did one of the above mentioned. LOL.

But yah, they're my dogs in my lalaland. I shall explain why next time. LOL.

Once, a lifetime

2010-08-13T01:47:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 너라고 (It`s You) (Rearranged) (Studio Ver.) - 슈퍼주니어

When we're a kid, we have many dreams.
We think that dreams can be accomplished just by saying it out or writting it out as a composition and passing it up to our teacher.

As a kid, I wanted to be a doctor, a lawyer, a teacher, a businessman, an idol.

When we're a child, we have slightly lesser dreams than a kid.

We think that dreams are just something to convey to our parents so that they will be happier, and so that we can stop dreaming about what's then, the impossible.

As a child, I wanted to be a doctor or a lawyer.

When we're a youth, we have no dreams.

We think that secondary schools and tertiary schools are just part and parcel of life which we have to complete our studies just because the mundane education system want us to do it. And, because of that, we've no time to dream.

As a youth, I dreamt to be nothing.

Now,

when we're a teenager, and turning legal soon, we have 1 dream.

Some think that it's still too young, while some already set out their path on what they want to do. But, it's time to be sure of a dream to embark on. Anonymous once said: Dreams are never achieved based on age; they are achieved based on will. It's never too early nor too late to realise your dream. Some people live to realise that they're dying soon, and they've yet to realise their dream at their age. Some still believe that it's impossible to achieve the dream that they want to be. But, if you never start, when will your dream ever be achieved? If nobody believe you can do it, then why shouldn't you believe yourself? Why do we have light bulbs now when you know you failed a thousand times trying to succeed? He believed in himself, and his will succeeded.

The world is full of hopes and probabilities. Many people proved the impossible to be possible. So, why can't we?

As a teenager, I dreamt to be a person part of the music industry. An artiste, a composer, a businessman, what's not?

What about you?

The Last Airbender

2010-08-10T01:11:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 心牆 - 郭靜

:p Caught last airbender on sunday. It's seriously one of the best 2010 movies if you want me to rate lol. Good storyline, good actors, good scenes, what else can you demand for? If you liked Inception or Sorc's Apprentice, you'll like Last Airbender more lol. Aang is <3. :D . It's a must watch. :p

Random below:

Oh btw, you know there was a guy that vomitted on the train when I was on my way home, and his vomit smells like pineapple rice with curry. -__- ok im disgusting.

Popeyes + Millenia Walk + TCC!

2010-08-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Beautiful Love - 蔡健雅

:p Met up with clique (or rather, clar and shun an) on saturday. Headed to Millenia Walk for Popeyes, but we took a very long time to reach there because of the roadblocks (thanks ah YOG -.-). They kept criticizing me for pangsehing them for the past few weeks LOL. Sorry lah. :(

Had a heavy dinner because I think the person gave me like 5 piece chicken instead of 3 piece, and I ended up eating it like a cow. :/ Strolled around the roadblock areas to figure out how to get back to marina square -.-, and we ended up at Millenia Walk :p.

Headed into TCC where shun an's friend (Aravind) is working there. We slacked there for a long time, and chit chatted like nobody's business lol. We got discounts! Hehe. Clar and I felt abit guilty as he wanted to treat us the drinks by paying it for us, but we paid abit for it, because after all it's shun an's friend, and he's working yo. So yah, thanks for the drink! xD

Figured our way to a bus top, when all the roadblocks are seriously obstructing our way. Lol. Got home at like what 12+am? :O.

Blood Pledge

2010-08-09T22:31:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 相反的我 - 張芸京

Monday(2 August):
Went out with 2A13 for our class outing (like finally) LOL. Headed down to Bugis to had Koi first, while everybody set off to plaza sing to have our dinner at ajisen. We kept joking around in there and it's finally a day where we can sit down as a class and talk like a class. LOL. Seriously, everyone looked like they had fun. =O

Went to the arcade afterwards, and we had like a few rounds of daytona and basketball :o. We even played this fort racing thingy. Aiyo, we ah, literally just play only. LOL.

Slacked around a lil longer in plaza sing, and everyone was like discussing whether to have breakfast tomorrow morning, and skip 1 lecture. In the end, they really did HAHAHAHA. :p

Tuesday(3 August):
Did video editting after school for a while. National Day arghhhhhh. :O

Caught Blood Pledge with yy. :p It's her birthday anyway, she shall take the call. LOL. The movie isn't really very nice btw, story line is weird, the scenes are extremely boring as well, because it's entirely filmed in a school. Gah. Super budget filming :/ .

Had dinner at NYNY. :O. Super long since I've ate NYNY, and the cappucino soup is srsly still the best LOL. :p

My summary is good, seriously.

Hope you enjoyed your day. (:

Wednesday(4 August):
Came to school early just to continue with our video project LOL. Hardworking bunch :p. Don't have the time to go and look for STATs lecturer to ask her about SPSS either :/ . Sad.

Yakult trip with SPSE club. It's more like a science trip than a business trip lol. There's alot of trivial facts that we've learnt through the trip, like how much useful bacteria is consumed when we drink 1 portion of Yakult :O. Etc etc.

Gah. xD Did last min RWPS stuffs at night. Super :( .

Thursday(5 August):
SAY BYE TO RWPS. :D Did video editting again LOL. :O My whole day is occupied with RWPS presentation/submission and video. :O Say hi to Premiere Pro CS5, it's seriously a chore to use it.

Friday(6 August):
YAY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. But I went down to SP at like 8pm for our video project ._. The whole day is also occupied by lessons and video editting. Argh :/ it's the only reason why I hated this year's NDP lol.

Left school around 7+PM because of club meeting and etc. Lol. Busy man ain't it.

Moderately Tempo

2010-08-05T00:56:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening : -

As above, is how I'm feeling now. I shall update soooooooooon. :p

Does this count as annoying? :O

2010-07-31T01:02:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Wish You Were Here - Hey Monday

Overdue :D. Watched Despicable Me (3D) on Monday. Watched it at vivo after school, it's seriously a good laughter lol, didn't regret catching it. It's like, FINALLY we managed to watch it after so many days of full theatres/no timeslots etc. :/ Bedtime Stories! :D.

Candy Empire seemed to stock up alot of new stuffs or maybe I didn't go to Candy Empire for a long time alr. Orange and Cinnamon Eclipse :D .

Tuesday, end school at 12pm, rot till like 4pm with minyee and gerald because we have a business talk at 5PM for our club. Did all the rubbish logistics up and down left and right, as we are the only 3 excos that dismissed earlier LOL.

Justine went for Hair for Hope, seriously, cool guy.

Homed quite late that night, but I hope you're really okay. (:

Wednesday, I can't rmb leh. Oh! I did proj for a while, and then headed to clubroom. Was surprised that so many people are there. Had Mac that day because some pig wants to eat fried food (srsly, weird. HAHAHAHA OPPS). I never knew they had spicy mcnuggets leh, LOL. Too long didn't eat Mac alr. :/

Went to get our bean curd tarts FINALLY :D. Homed quite late again.

Thursday, I forgot to bring house keys. End of story :P. RWPS is getting more and more cranky because I'm too cute to even give a damn to attend the class early. Or rather, I have thursday blues. Hehe. Slacked at vivo after school till late at night. Thanks. :)

Friday, lectures, GEMs, projects. Homed at around 7pm. The earliest of the week. Hehe.

:)

900th.

2010-07-30T01:21:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Lucifer - 샤이니 (SHINee)

A torn page was on the floor just now, and it writes:

"The time is able to justify everything,
when the flow of presence remains or died off.
Do what's right,
with integrity.

Never conclude without a truth,
despicable self is able to self-destruct itself.
Instead of finding faults with others,
think what's wrong with yourself.

Majority does not always win minority,
everything boils down to a truth.
What's right is not what you assume,
but a truth by the original parties."

And I realised, that torn page was from the diary I'd written on last time. -.-

Let this be everlasting

2010-07-22T00:56:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Broken Strings - James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado

Sorry for the lack of updates LOL.
I've lost my blogging bug suddenly. Anyway, shall recap abit what I've been doing recently.

Studied in SMU on sunday with a nerd. AHAHAHAHA. It's so cool that we ended up rotting at Mos Burger after our studying trip. :p It rained the whole day, such a bad timing for sick people. :/

Had Korean Cuisine with JJ, Alvin, Lona and Jess after that. Finally gotten the photobook but I haven't pay for it yet lol. Gotta xfer cash over soon. And I believe I cannot survive in Korea, BECAUSE ITS ALL VEGETABLES OMG. All the side dishes are like -.-. Veg, veg and more veg. Whaaaat. :/

Just had my Business Accountings CA2 on Tuesday. It's really fun I swear, with the amount of stress being thrown on me due to my lack of sleep and lack of knowledge -.- (yea, I did last min studying :/). I can even remember I walked into the ECONs tutorial room in the morning with a Z_Z face and a ._. look. I was so blur to even ask the lecturer for the worksheet when the worksheet is just infront of me. Coooool.

Chiong-ed RWPS PPT at clubroom after school on wednesday. Went out on a "tour" to get bean curd egg tarts at Dhoby Ghaut lol. IN THE END, SOLD OUT WHEN WE REACH LEH. WAH VERY SAD :( . Nvm kay, we shall eat it next time :D . Headed down to get Koi from Iluma afterwards :p. The queue is much better than the previous time I went to buy, its like 20+ away from the original number compared to 50+. Heh. Lucky us. Headed to Art Friends after that, and we realised it's closed -.-. Bad luck right. :D Slacked.

Yo! :D

Sushi + Museum + Frolicks!

2010-07-16T01:49:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : -

Lazy to write, so just pictures for now HAHAHA.

The slower, the better

2010-07-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 說謊 - 林宥嘉

Good moments don't happen a second time,
only happy moments will.
I wouldn't lie even if I need to,
that's because everything changed back then.

We'll never see the point of greeting each other anymore,
because we all know what had happened.
If I were you,
I'd rather nothing happened back then.

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There's been some time since consideration became a dictionary word.
It's possible that we go on a roller coaster ride,
and make sure that the peak will always be remembered.

You're my ice cream,
my sweetest ice cream.

ECLIPSE!

2010-07-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 寬恕 - 神木與瞳

I FINALLEH WATCHED TWILIGHT : ECLIPSE TODEH! :D. Okeh lah, the movie is quite below my expectations, but it's much better than New Moon. Still, there's alot of lovey-dovey scenes of Edward and Bella, but at least now there's more screen time of Jacob and Bella. HAHAHAH JACOB (Y)! But still, the lovey-dovey scenes actually made me doze of for... few mins or so before I got slapped awake , but the love scenes haven't end by then! Aiyo.

Im a fanboy of Jacob :D. Robert Pattinson is going down! :D

Why so serious?

2010-07-04T22:20:00.006+08:00

Currently Listening : No Boundaries - Kris Allen

Inflexibility causes people to listen to answer they want to listen to, and omit the rest of the explanations behind it. This is what they claimed, excuses.

So, what happens when you are flexible?

You ignore what people perceive, you ignore what's not true, and you don't explain, nor you comment. As simple as that. :D Why? Because your explaination is not what they want to hear.

- Chapter 14.

Truth has no boundaries. It can be utterly materialized, or utterly fabricated. It can go as high as the risk takes you, or it can go as low as how it became a lie. There's no truth to a truth. There's only degree of truth, to a truth.

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Enjoy while it lasts. LOL.

#889

2010-06-30T22:35:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : 另一種溫暖 - 石康鈞

The courage of loving someone is what decided the future of outcomes. The sacrifices taken to love someone is taken into account that he/she is willing to risk a friendship, in order to sustain something above it.

Be contented with what you have, mentally or physically. The power of influence is everywhere, and that's what make everyone different.

Maslow Hierarchy of Needs actually describes further than a pyramid. Why are some people different from others, why are people able to accept the past, and why are people always happy despite of outcomes.

We live to make a difference, we don't live to get influenced.
Negate the negative, amplify the postivie.

夢或許未點亮
卻總是能給人希望
失去讓人成長
也更懂得珍惜對方
生命中總有些過往
會讓人一直回頭看
也是種溫暖

SOCCER BOO!

2010-06-30T01:35:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening : Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

The secret of getting yellow cards freely, ask the pro : Kaka - Brazil.

Schools been pretty tiring because I've been sleeping 4:30am everyday due to Argentina's match at Sunday Midnight, Brazil's match at Monday Midnight, Spain's match at Tuesday Midnight. Cool eh lol.

Went to the clubroom at around 3:30pm, but xueting and tiffany left liao LOL. So I just do my own stuffs in the meantime.

Slacked at the clubroom till 8pm with Yingying, with the intentions of actually doing my report. But in the end, I got so annoyed with the doorguards and we ended up chatting all day long. Chetan joined us after his late dinner with his friends as well lol.

Okay, so Paraguay 0-0 Japan , and Paraguay won with 5-3 Penalty shootout LOL. Yingying and I lost our bet, because we betted Paraguay 3-1 Japan, and 4 total goals. LOL HAHAHAHA. Now we're waiting for Spain VS Portugal. 3-2? Heh.

Water Fest!

2010-06-30T01:29:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening : Rain - SID

My grandchilds.

Okay, so last sunday, went for Water Festival @ Barrage. We literally had a water walk under the RAIN :/ . Reached Marina Bay at 8am, waited for the rest and headed to Barrage. The shuttle bus service starts at 8:45, and somemore we are all drenched because we chose to run to the bus stop under the rain lol.

So when we reached Barrage, we headed off to the booth and took our quiz... but we didn't walk at all. YOU KNOW, IPHONE ROCKS. WE JUST USE IPHONE TO CHECK THE ANSWERS HAHAHAHA. Funny right.

K anyway, after that, we headed off to the gallery at 2nd floor, and then suddenly, the lucky draw person called me and told me I got chosen (LOL). Super weird. It's a water bottle + $10 popular voucher anyway.

We met a lot of campers and my sec sch friends along the way, surprisingly xD. So, as usual, we don't want to go home, so we headed to Iluma to slack. Ate MFM, played the arcade, and we literally played alot of rounds of basketball lol. Took photos and blahblahblah, its in fb anyway.

Went home to slack a while, before heading to meet Kent and co for Kbox. Sang till like 12:30am, and we cabbed home. Ivan and I had a very interesting Taxi ride, because we found a blackberry on the taxi. The driver sounded like a foreigner, and the taxi driver speaks hokkien. So... I wonder what really happened to their conversation after we left. HAHAHA.

:)

2010-06-27T02:09:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : 在我左右 - 龔芝怡

School's starting soon,
did nothing related to schoolwork for this holidays.
Totally not regretting it,
but somehow my holiday schedule was pretty much disrupted.

I've like a to-buy list in my head now, but I don't have time to go and buy lol.
Well anyway, I'm NOT going to do ACC/STATS/ECONS tutorial for this week.
Have pretty much planned how I'm gonna use my first week.
I've got some serious markings on my second half of the year lol.

1) English Tutions. Yay, it's back.
2) Vocal Lessons. Ought to face the reality now, I NEED to continue.
3) Keyboard Lessons. I guess I'll continue it at the same place where I had my vocal training.

Things shan't be dragged on any longer. I need to face the truth. Lol.

~
We held our hopes high,
and we watch things happen in front of our eyes.
We don't like to be lied to,
and we certainly loves to ignore hearing what's not supposed to be said.

You know, surprisingly, I found someone that thinks totally like me - stay happy, create happiness, and ignore discrepancies. And surprisingly, we are on the same frequency LOL. Seriously, I was still thinking the odds of finding such a person was dim. But, I managed to find it. HAHAHA. I've set sail to find such people all around the place, and luckily, I managed to.

RIGHT? HAHAHAHA. THIS IS SO FUN. MORE OUTINGS OKAY.

GUESS THE SKETCH LOL

2010-06-26T00:39:00.007+08:00

Currently Listening : 明知我愛你 - 龔芝怡

Went to take my water fest shirt this afternoon after my late lunch, and then the whole day is pretty much filled with MuBank special stage, and facebook spams.

Kay, guess what I did for the past 3 hours? The picture says it all LOL. And also 300+- notifications from fb. LOL.

Camp Enterprise!

2010-06-25T20:09:00.012+08:00

Currently Listening : We'll Be A Dream - We The Kings (feat. Demi Lovato)

Camp Enterprise ended fruitfully xD.

Day 1:

Went to Innovillage @ 7:45am. Chit-chatted with the rest of the facils and relax for a while before the campers started to stream in. Ying Ying and I were GLs for Group 6, but I hand the whole group to her because I'm pretty held up with other games and stuffs LOL. AND SHE ALSO ENJOYS BEING A CAMPER HERSELF HAHAHA. Anyway, we started off with icebreaking games immediately after assigning their bunks.

Individual groups played concentration, and we started with our 8x6 Friendship bingo XD. SERIOUSLY, THE WHOLE ROOM WAS CHAOTIC DURING THE GAME LOL. Everybody trying to find who lives in Ang Mo Kio etc etc, and we're all standing at 1 corner watching and talking hahaha. If I didn't remember wrongly, the top 3 were given thumbdrives. Also, those that love to perform, love to sing and love to dance were being called out to perform! Hahahaha. xD Exciting much.

The next game is Captains on the Board. I shan't elaborate on the game, but at the end of the game, some of them were being called out for forfeit. The forfeit is to do a catwalk! And LOL, the amount of different catwalks by everyone is seriously hilarious, especially when there was this one that performed it like bodyguards protecting a princess lol!

Data Entry is next, and the forfeit is to propose to Eric LOLOL. Each and every one of them propose to him differently, some even really act like a girl(when they are guy), and really the whole time of this forfeit is very cold LOL. All sorts of funny confession HAHAHA! The last one also epic laughter. It was a girl and a guy, and they are suppose to be snatching over Eric. The guy ended up just saying "Best wishes" LOL. Funny to the max.

Lunch time, and after lunch, we taught them some small cheers, and played Captains Bomb! xD Left a while to do GEMs, while the rest are having their workshops.

xD Came back after 5, when all the talks finished. Went off to prepare for the BBQ session when my group is about to present. I'm pretty sad that I abandoned Ying Ying because both of us were being called up to present, and I went off to prepare for BBQ lol.

Cooked the food on the pit for group 4,5,6 , but in the end everybody camp here to take the food because our food is more attractive HAHAHAH. Cooked for about 30 mins - 1 hr and left to slack around. Went to Group 1,2,3 's pit to chit-chat for a while, and walked around and see who needs help and whatsoever. The session was quite own time own target lol. Went to Moberly's tables and played some camp interactive games like Meh Meh jump over the wall with some other campers. Hahahaha. Took pictures etc, everyone LOOKS like they are making more friends =x. Although I don't know who really did, because it's just the first day.

Went back to inno to play keypunch. This bunch of campers are good. They figured out the "thinking out of the box" theory fairly fast. But it was tiring to set up the equipments 18 times LOL. As long as they have fun and they know what is expected at the end of the game, it's all enough =x. I know the funniest was when we helped 1 team to remove the boundary because everyone else did and they didn't. LOL.

Bathe after that! Facils slept at Pit Stop, and all of us were like chit-chatting in the Pit Stop while the campers were bathing haha. We are like chopping our spaces to sleep LOL, and also checking out the soccer scores. Went to sports hall to bathe. OMG SHIOK HOT WATER HAHAHAHA. <3

Headed back to bunk, and everybody were like immediately in the position to sleep. Omg? lol. It's around 1-2am already, and we finally went to sleep. Woke up quite a few times, and spotted Tiffany awake as usual LOL. She kept saying the air-con is very cold, but we don't have the remote lol. Seriously, the air-con is very cold during the night such that I even took out my sleeping bag to cover lol. Really, freezer.

Day 2:

Woke up at some ungodly time, I think it's 7am. When we all woke up, WE SEE CAMPERS ALREADY AWAKE. OMG? LOL. Their meeting time is 8:15am, and ours is 7:30am. And they woke up 1 hour earlier! Lolol. We rushed to warm up and such, while the 3 organisers prepared breakfast for them. Estimated wrong time =x.

Went onto the bus and headed for Sentosa! Our bus is relatively quiet because there's only group 5 and 6 inside hahaha. Chit-chatted with Ying Ying and annoy Gerald a while with the frisbee, before heading to sleep for a while LOL. Bus rides are <3.

Alighted at Megazip, the high elements obstacle course for Sentosa. $59/person for full package okay, don't play play hahaha. Everyone went for Megazip except for Feng Shui, Felicia and me. So, we slacked below Megazip for a while while waiting for the car ride to come. Took pictures and watched how campers encourage each other when some of them are afraid/stuck at certain course. It's a good experience for them, I suppose. Hahaha.

Took the car ride down to siloso beach, AND OMG, YOU MUST REALLY TAKE IT HAHAHA. IT'S LIKE A ROLLER COASTER LOL. I NEARLY FELL OUT OF THE CAR BECAUSE ITS SO GOD DAMN FAST AND BUMPY. OMG SO SCARY HAHAHAHAHA.

Reached Siloso, and we started off to play Monkey with a few of the rest. Started to feel drizzles, so we headed to pavilion to slack. We started a few matches of captains ball with the rest, and it's a very fun match srsly LOL. Bryant is seriously some crazy defender LOL. Dylan also, xD. Went back to pavilion to slack, while the rest continued with frisbee/captains ball/soccer. Chit-chatted with the rest whom are resting or playing some land games.

Went off to collect the lunch with luo shi, vivian, eric, bing jie and 1 more camper. This is where our fun journey begins LOL. We took buses all the way to Imbiah Station's car park because the delivery man said he will be there. In the end, we waited at a very small pathetic shelter(which isn't a shelter) for about 30 mins, and we WITNESSED the rain getting from small to big, to heavy, to heavier, to crazy, to insane, AND TO FLOOD. We are totally drenched lah. And the funny thing is, we saw 1 van driving into the carpark, and we thought it's our food! So we hopped into it. IN THE END, IT'S NOT LEH, HAHAHAHAHAHA. WE ALL JUMPED OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, AND RAN BACK ALL THE WAY TO THE SMALL SHELTER LOL. By then we are already drenched totally liao HAHAHAHA. The food finally came, and we hopped into the right lorry this time LOL. He fetched us all the way back to the Beach Station place, and we endured another journey under the rain back to the pavilion LOL. It's really an exciting and crazy journey HAHAHA.

Had our lunch, and I traded veges with luo shi HAHAHA. Routine. Chit-chatted with my group after not staying with them for the whole day LOL, and de-briefed them about the megazip. Joined group tgt with Group 1 and 2, and we played poison ball for a while while waiting for the bus to come. I kena sabo-ed sia, but luckily I didn't kena forfeit. Feng Shui got it HAHAHAH.

Bus-ed to the area to wait for our bus back to SP, and while waiting, some of the guys engaged in a condom talk because they saw the condom advertisement on a bus. Srsly digusting lol. I walked away and talk to the rest instead xD. The bus came after like 20 mins?! And we hopped on to continue with our chat. You know, EVERYONE on the bus slept except for me, Ying Ying, Chetan, the girl that can speak alot of languages, some guy behind Chetan and the bus driver. LOL. The whole bus practically only had our voices. Hahaha.

Reached Innovillage, and all the campers headed to bathe while some of the facils stayed and chit-chatted. Soon it's 6pm, dinner time/trading food time! HAHAHAHHAA. Sat around with the group to have our dinner, and we didn't really talk eh, except for some business talk stuffs. And also around this time was when the North and South Pole rumour began LOL (and somemore, 1 shot 3 of it). Really too fierce.

Case Study given by Justin. He's some boss of this company called Vivamotion or something =x. and he gave a talk to all our campers to develop a business plan to be presented next day. The talk was okay lor, and I was busy writting down stuffs that can be presented. But we cannot help them to develop ideas, so me and ying ying just left them to do on their own lol. Headed back to Pit Stop and prepare our stuffs for the night.

But you know, in order for me to bathe, I waited for 1 hour for some committed GLs called Zi Jie and Yuan Bin because they are busy with their groups. You know, can't help it =x. Before our briefing ended for next day's activities, my group already dispersed to the guys bunk to do on their own, while some went home. Lol.

Bathed, THEN SLEPT HAHA. I slept in a capsule. omg srsly comfortable.

Woke up around 4+am or so, and spotted Tiffany awake again HAHAHAHAH. SHE SAY AIR CON TOO COLD AGAIN, AND THEN subsequently everybody woke up at least once, except xue ting lolol. And then, we went out to "patrol" and we found Group 2 and 5 members still working on the marketing plan lol. Hardworking duo. After that, when we returned back to pit stop, Kelvin woke up and " MuuuuuuuUUUUUUU~! :>" us LOL. It practically became the joke of the rest of the camp LOL. Also, Zi Jie and his hot water-old man face LOL. Super funny things. Headed back to my capsule at around 5+am, and everybody went back to sleep as well.

Day 3:

Woke up at 7+am. Did the same thing, watch them have breakfast, and the guy facils went down to mac to catch people. We caught no one, except for alan and bryant that attempted to sneak out, but we're on our way back LOL. Leaded them back to eat breakfast, and we skipped it.

Played dog and bone after that, and the team that won received Megazip tickets :o. Our dog and bone very funny sia, so many referees at different spots. Lol. And there's alot of discrepancy as well. Oh well, they had fun can liao lolol.

After that, another business talk, and the facils went off to have our late breakfast at FC2. Came back, the buffet lunch is alr there lol. Ate abit, and then Ying Ying and I went to Group 1 to chit-chat for a while, because we were observing group 1 when we were eating LOL. We ended up with an evil plot =x, and I shan't disclose. Cherryl was interested as well, so in the end she joined in the fun HAHAHAHAHA. Everything ended before the lunch session ends.

Marketing plan discussion with our group, because nothing much was done as compared to the time given, so we lend our help. But in the end, they came out with suitable ideas as well, just that the explanation is lacking :o. Nevertheless, good work Group 6! Oh yeah, during the presentation, there's alot of different name for the products, such as eyebobby, I-bobbi, I-bobbly, I-bobby, I-moberly LOL. Each group practically had different names xD.

De-briefed after their presentation, because it's already 5+pm already. Exchanged numbers, and shared about what you feel being in this group/camp. Did a cheer with 5 campers + Ying Ying and I, which we finally did 1 as a group xD.

Camp effectively ended. Quite an interesting bunch of campers I must say. Although this camp is very entrepreneurship-related, different participants from different schools attempted to squeeze their brain juices just for the marketing plan, and also innovative ideas that made their SWOT analysis unique. We can also see that team members are all supporting and encouraging each other during the Megazip, and making friends with other group members during the BBQ. This camp may be tiring for all the facils, but it's all worth it after we've seen that all the campers did enjoy themselves, that's the main priority that we should be concern about :).

Camp Enterprise 2010 , campers ooooooooi ~~!

Wth is BDL LOL.

2010-06-18T16:09:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening : Te wo Tsunaide - Younha

Went out yesterday to exercise! With Tiffany, Xue Ting and Zi Jie. The rest are overseas, want to call also cannot call LOL.

K so, I train-ed down to Tampines(yes, tampines :o), because all of them stay at the east side lol. I'm Singapore friendly! :D. K cut the crap. So yeah, when I reached Tampines, I figured my way to the sports hall after detouring here and there around the bus interchange :x.

Played badminton together for 3 hours. Took me long enough to warm-up lol. Been so long since I last touched my racket. Gah :o. So yeah, we played in the court, where there's alot of kids actually learning to play badminton, or rather, they're having training. .______.

Went to Tampines 1 and Tampines Mall after that, where we did some random shopping. And then.. uh... we went to do this kiddy paint thingy LOL. Srsly, you must see the sian diao look we have. LOL. But overall it's quite fun lah. The chair didn't break though. :o

So yeah, after that, we headed home, and that's when my peak hour ended xD.

K I'm done blogging for now, off to cut hair. I'm seriously getting irritated even though my hair isn't long. Yeah. xD

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It would be wrong for me to say:
I don't need that girl by my side,
I don't need that girl in my life,
I don't want to talk it out,
or hold on when she cries.

I don't wanna say shes my kind,
I don't wanna say that shes mine,
I don't wanna tell her that,
I love her more than life.

, That Girl - David Choi

Scary lyrics, seriously. lol.

Impromptu Outing :o

2010-06-12T02:35:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening : Without You - 2PM , 미인아 (BONAMANA) - 슈퍼주니어 , 最好的我 - 龔芝怡

Photos courtesy of Eunice. xD

Just finished redo-ing the membership email database with Wynee, and now I've time to blog. Alright, I'm here blogging something fun now. xD

Friday(110610):
Went back to school in the afternoon for club meeting. Had a 2-3 hour meeting together with the EXCOs, and also the in-charges + Joyce for the upcoming Camp Enterprise. Overall, it's a damn tiring meeting because apparently all of us are drained from brainworks LOL.

After the meeting, we're all damn bored LOL. And I can't imagine we actually agreed to go and watch a movie together. LOL. It's like, "eh you all going home immediately or what?" "no leh, you want go watch movie?" "OK, ON!" LOL WTF. Damn serious sia really!

So, Zi Jie, Kristen, Tiffany, Xue Ting & I trained down to somerset - cineleisure to get our tickets for our movie :o. Eunice joined us as well, cos apparently Kristen was suppose to go out with her =x. But in the end, we watch together! lol.

Had our dinner at BBQ Chicken. My eyes were totally glued onto the TV Screen with all the kpop MVs xD. And I swear ah, never to go out with tiffany, xue ting and kristen sia. They all love to bully people. Oh, I add Zi Jie in as well. Its like, I kena bullied for the whole day, and somemore I have no say ._. . Zi Jie betray me as well lor, he became bastard LOL.

Had our dinner, and we headed to watch our movie "Killers" .The movie is damn LOL srsly. (Spoilers : The father actually deployed the whole neighbourhood just to kill his son-in-law because he assumed the son-in-law is going to kill him. And the whole movie is so hilarious with all those people that the son-in-law know, but end up trying to kill him LOL.) But really, this movie is damn funny.

Walked down to taka and wisma, while the girls(or rather Kristen) shopped for a while. They were like telling me and zi jie "This is what we have to learn when we go out with girls" . Like omg =x.

Took a group shot at the MRT Station, because apparently someone forgot to take pictures when we've finished our movie. :D

Tiring but fun day srsly, a day off after MSTs, and also the first ever impromptu outing with them. (:

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The silence was interesting.

Post-Exam Feeling

2010-06-11T00:27:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening : Where You At - Taeyang

MST is over. :o. Not really in a hype because STATs paper is a chore. I mean seriously, luckily I didn't use the revision paper to gauge the MST. More or less the questions are chim, but the answers are still quite standard. I lost marks because I can't remember pictogram LOL.

Summary :

ECONS > ACC > STATS.

End of Story :o.

NOW, I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I'M STARTING TO WATCH IRIS AND CINDERELLA SISTER HAHAHA. (Although I haven't download cinderella sister yet.)

Also, I've plans of exercising this holiday away, and also F1-world cup it away xD. I'm gonna bet on the finals as usual, on the dark horse. LOL. We shall see.

Going to school tomorrow for club meeting :o, not sure what to do after that. Hmm. My SNSD photobook preorder has been cancelled because of pricing problems :( so now, I've to wait for approx. 1 more week again. Oh yeah btw, I believe that for KOI Bubble Tea right, only Ice Cream Milk Tea and the normal Milk Tea taste the best. I tried chocolate today but it just taste like Dutch Lady Chocolate Milk -_-.

Yay!

Now I wonder, can I fully pack my holidays to do something other than rotting at home? My week 1 is still quite empty though :D.

LETS GO BADMINTON, BASKETBALL, GYM, ~~lan~~ , SHOPPING!

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Maybe I have taken little notice of you,
but it seemed like you're more than what you portrayed initially.
Interesting. :)

LOL

2010-06-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening : Haru Haru - Big Bang

TIFFANY ROCKS! :D
(I got forced to write this)