Currently Listening : A Thousand Years - Christina Perri



Kay I know I haven't been updating this blog even after I announced I'm back, but let's do an entry before we welcome 2012. :)

So, 2011 had been a pretty hectic year for me, especially because the starting half is filled with IT projects of Year 2 Sem 2, which ended up having alot of deadlines to meet.

Also, I had my 6 week internship at Xpressprint, which also marks the "first" time I'm officially working in an office environment. As much as I can remember, I hardly had rest during that period because the 6 weeks kicked in during the holidays. So, I return to school immediately after internship, and, the start of Year 3.

Year 3 is as mad, with more projects and the start of FYP, and the nature of our FYP is an internal IT project. Oh well, IT again. Anyway, right up till this point, school's been pretty well handled, nothing really happening happened during the course of studies.

Now the next part - relationship. For most people around me would've known that I went into a slight depression during the month of September and October, partly because I wasn't handling my relationship well. For readers (well, if there is, that is), the entries around that period would be denoting as well. Fortunately, or maybe, I think things are better now. After all that've happened, I grew out of it and changed my way of handling my schedule.

For friends that I couldn't meet up with or seldom meet up due to my schedule, I'll apologise here. Throughout this year, I would have to change my schedule as and when deemed fit. So most of you would've noticed I always couldn't confirm my appearance, mainly it's because I've to reserve that for relationship or project meetups. Sorry :O!

Another noticeable difference with this year would be, I suddenly have an amazing bunch of classmates. Maybe it's only year 3 we are close together, but it's never too late. Maybe it's always been like this, just that we took 1 whole year to merge together. This bonded class is something I probably would've missed after graduating. (and yes, I'm not looking forward to it)

Now, some changes about myself, including those I picked up after stepping out of my slight depression.

1) I call this touring around singapore. I would go to a random place alone out of my free time, and observe. Sometimes I would find something else to do around that area, such as getting some food or enjoying the scenery, but then, it's a process I would've probably enjoyed - the inner peace. Don't draw a conclusion and call me crazy yet, but honestly, it's something enjoyable when you feel that you need peace.

2) I started composing. Most of the inspirations would actually come from what I've done in 1), and also from my happenings. I didn't have time (or maybe I'm lazy) to go for driving lessons or continuing my singing career, but at least, I'm still actively singing.

3) I started to watch soccer. Nothing much to write about this, everyone knows.

4) I've a distinct alter ego, everybody has alter ego, but whether you know what yours is, that's an entirely different question. And for most people that know but don't know much about it, I'll explain a little. I've a peaceful and slightly noisier side. Nothing much to explain about my peaceful side, it's just the me at before 2011, except now, I enjoy even more peace. Now the slightly noisier side, I would diss people and present myself entirely different as before. And no, don't ask me what side I'm in, because that would totally expose you from being a retarded.

5) Additional note to 4), I prefer to talk to certain people in either.

6) I'm not afraid of what I've said and done, although there's nothing much said nor done on a serious note. I may look interested in certain stuffs but actually I really isn't that interested. I may be friendlier now, keyword, may. You get what I mean. Haha.

7) I can't stand weirdos as much now. If you present yourself as one, be prepared to receive a slightly different treatment.

Enough of self-reflection for 2011, in a nutshell, I'm still the unknown me, just a little more exposed.

So, what am I currently feeling?

The dilemma between 2 realms, the imbalance of what's there and what's left.

Its 6:48am now. Good morning everyone.
Welcome 2012, it's been a good time.

Currently Listening : A Thousand Years - Christina Perri



Kay I know I haven't been updating this blog even after I announced I'm back, but let's do an entry before we welcome 2012. :)

So, 2011 had been a pretty hectic year for me, especially because the starting half is filled with IT projects of Year 2 Sem 2, which ended up having alot of deadlines to meet.

Also, I had my 6 week internship at Xpressprint, which also marks the "first" time I'm officially working in an office environment. As much as I can remember, I hardly had rest during that period because the 6 weeks kicked in during the holidays. So, I return to school immediately after internship, and, the start of Year 3.

Year 3 is as mad, with more projects and the start of FYP, and the nature of our FYP is an internal IT project. Oh well, IT again. Anyway, right up till this point, school's been pretty well handled, nothing really happening happened during the course of studies.

Now the next part - relationship. For most people around me would've known that I went into a slight depression during the month of September and October, partly because I wasn't handling my relationship well. For readers (well, if there is, that is), the entries around that period would be denoting as well. Fortunately, or maybe, I think things are better now. After all that've happened, I grew out of it and changed my way of handling my schedule.

For friends that I couldn't meet up with or seldom meet up due to my schedule, I'll apologise here. Throughout this year, I would have to change my schedule as and when deemed fit. So most of you would've noticed I always couldn't confirm my appearance, mainly it's because I've to reserve that for relationship or project meetups. Sorry :O!

Another noticeable difference with this year would be, I suddenly have an amazing bunch of classmates. Maybe it's only year 3 we are close together, but it's never too late. Maybe it's always been like this, just that we took 1 whole year to merge together. This bonded class is something I probably would've missed after graduating. (and yes, I'm not looking forward to it)

Now, some changes about myself, including those I picked up after stepping out of my slight depression.

1) I call this touring around singapore. I would go to a random place alone out of my free time, and observe. Sometimes I would find something else to do around that area, such as getting some food or enjoying the scenery, but then, it's a process I would've probably enjoyed - the inner peace. Don't draw a conclusion and call me crazy yet, but honestly, it's something enjoyable when you feel that you need peace.

2) I started composing. Most of the inspirations would actually come from what I've done in 1), and also from my happenings. I didn't have time (or maybe I'm lazy) to go for driving lessons or continuing my singing career, but at least, I'm still actively singing.

3) I started to watch soccer. Nothing much to write about this, everyone knows.

4) I've a distinct alter ego, everybody has alter ego, but whether you know what yours is, that's an entirely different question. And for most people that know but don't know much about it, I'll explain a little. I've a peaceful and slightly noisier side. Nothing much to explain about my peaceful side, it's just the me at before 2011, except now, I enjoy even more peace. Now the slightly noisier side, I would diss people and present myself entirely different as before. And no, don't ask me what side I'm in, because that would totally expose you from being a retarded.

5) Additional note to 4), I prefer to talk to certain people in either.

6) I'm not afraid of what I've said and done, although there's nothing much said nor done on a serious note. I may look interested in certain stuffs but actually I really isn't that interested. I may be friendlier now, keyword, may. You get what I mean. Haha.

7) I can't stand weirdos as much now. If you present yourself as one, be prepared to receive a slightly different treatment.

Enough of self-reflection for 2011, in a nutshell, I'm still the unknown me, just a little more exposed.

So, what am I currently feeling?

The dilemma between 2 realms, the imbalance of what's there and what's left.

Its 6:48am now. Good morning everyone.
Welcome 2012, it's been a good time.