Currently Listening : Mine Mine - 周杰倫



Today Howard commented on the confidence I've shown during the WTM Tutorial presentation. But I beg to differ, honestly because I'm not confident enough to solve the underlying problems for 2 months already.

I know I'm not like before, because I've lost that sort of confidence due to all these negativity. All I can do now is to replicate the level, although it's not as strong nor the same as before.

I really disliked myself, having to appear confident during presentations and class participations when the inner realm of me have lost it. It naturally comes to me, and for the past 2 months, negativity is all I feel.

I don't enjoy this level of below-par performance. Maybe because my personal expectations are falling short, for everything that went through and are still going.

I'm affected.

Currently Listening : Mine Mine - 周杰倫



Today Howard commented on the confidence I've shown during the WTM Tutorial presentation. But I beg to differ, honestly because I'm not confident enough to solve the underlying problems for 2 months already.

I know I'm not like before, because I've lost that sort of confidence due to all these negativity. All I can do now is to replicate the level, although it's not as strong nor the same as before.

I really disliked myself, having to appear confident during presentations and class participations when the inner realm of me have lost it. It naturally comes to me, and for the past 2 months, negativity is all I feel.

I don't enjoy this level of below-par performance. Maybe because my personal expectations are falling short, for everything that went through and are still going.

I'm affected.